Infrastructures 

Holy Island, from north shore and Emmanuel Head, 
a single distant patrol of gannets, network foraging 
two metres above the surface of the sea; 
yellow-washed crown and neck, 
dipped bill, grey and conical, a sight-line 
for a focused forensic stare,  
tail dipped behind a sleek white bodyline,  
gliding, 
and to a rhythm, black wing tips use the infrastructure 
of the air, currents rising from the water, invisible; 
instinctually the birds fly forward  
to a feeding ground, where fluid water patterns 
hold a meaning, upswelling a shoal of passing fish; 
there they rise and dive, push the prey deeper and 
use the lifting currents to swallow it whole,  
underwater, on the upward glide; and then float  
and then fly. 
Holy Island, on north shore, at Emmanuel Head 
I am heavy on a bench, a dune, a trunk the sea disgorged. 

At St Abbs, the deeper water meets the igneous and  
sedimented rocks, andesite lava, greywacke,  
red sandstone, sand  and gravel till,  
ripples, waves, downwelling, swelling, 
this ever-eddying water blending  
cobalt blues and ocean greens, lapping,  
overlapping, a fluid metamorphosis 
of one into the other; 
here the gannets’ foraging is populous, 
limitless energies driving forays to and fro,  
flightlines set, powering forward,  
formation-banking, aeolian currents  
incomprehensible to us, plotted only  
through their gliding pathways back and forth;  
on the cliff-top, feet planted on grass  
covering soil, covering volcanic residue,  
covering bedrock, solidity personified, 
we visualise the currents, air and water,   
and feel earth crumble in a dizziness 
that we have lost our infrastructure  
and are falling.